I wish

I wish the sadness would stop

I wish there were no more tears

I wish the anxiety would go

I wish the pain would stop

I wish my girls could all be healthy 

I wish there were no more scans

I wish there were tiny feet

I wish the dark cloud looming above would disappear 

I wish others would appreciate all that they have and are able to do

I wish my heart felt lighter

I wish the fear would go

I wish i could once again be care free

I wish I could remember what that felt like

I wish you'd left me alone