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5th November

Today should be a fabulous day, today should be filled with smiles and laughter. 

We should have a cake, and a candle, balloons and presents.

Another first, to go along side your first smile, first tooth, first word, first step. But there are no firsts, there will never be any firsts.

Tonight the sky will be a blanket of lights, beautiful, pretty, spectacular lights.... Ironic that a light inside me has been dimmed, forever.